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我用维尼熊壁纸贴满这晦暗空间
戴上墨镜看着这可爱的世界.

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: : m i d a u t u m n f e s t i v a l : :

28th Sept.
Mooncake Festival.
i was mugging in school. by right, like every year, i'm supposed to be playing sparklers and candles with my sister. by right.
didn;t.
studied with claryce till 9. went with daphne and claryce to mac for a bite.
reached home 10+ but headed to the playground.
sat there and watched as little kids fiddle around with candles and stuff.

realised that i have to grow up. i dun wan to.
realised that i'm like watching some scene from my earlier years. i dun wan to.

realised that one can only be free and at ease only in childhood. when it's gone, it's gone. have you ever realised tat when you're young, you get to lie at the back of the car and sleep comfortably as your parents drive you around?
but when you grow up, you can only sit in the front seat. grown-ups are doomed to belong infront. never will we lie comfortably at the back like before. and the irony is tat when you're young, you always complain that your parents won't let you drive.

see what i mean when i said i dislike growing up?
if you're just a child, playing candles would be just trying to keep them alight without having the wind blowing them out.
but when you're all grown up, playing with candles would evoke all these irritating facts of life subconsicously and then you moan and grumble about it.

3 days to the exams and i'm not done with chem. good luck.
: : ayex : :

i'm tired. i feel so tiny.
i study so hard for chem every nite without sleeping much. and i tink i can onli barely scrapped a pass.
she din study much for chem too.
i worry abt her.
worry abt me. worry abt ah ti. worry abt claryce.
worry abt vivian. suling. michelle. linluan. liangping.
worrt abt jiani. firda. meowzhi. nuanyi.
worry abt jinhong. tuyuan. edmund. lai hui. push.

can i make it?
i feel so weak. so insecure. so lacking in confidence.
i try to hide a lot. try to show that i'm coping fine. by teaching others what they dunno. make it as if it seems tat i;m okae.
i dun tink i am.

feel breathless. how do u manage chaos?
i dunno. i wan to write away.
todae i wrote a song 一千个想法. shown the lyrics to claryce.
todae claryce lend me qlx.
it rained. then it stopped. it rained again. flashes of lightning. then it drizzled. and after all that, sunshine a-plenty.
i tink i can infer a lot from this phenomenon.

9. And He said to me, " My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness." Therefore most gladly, i will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.
10. Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in needs, in persecutions, in distresses, for Christ's sake. For I am weak, then i am strong.

(2 Corinthians 12:9-10)



: : n e w f r i e n d : :

well. she isn;t tat 'new'. i knew her back in the last few weeks of July during the making of the National Day poster. but we weren;t that close. got to know her more thru MOE Excel Day rehearsals.

her name's Claryce. She's assistant class manager of 04A06 and she's from hockey. she's pretty cute. really. when she smile is like "eEeEEe", then always "Ni hao ma?" wan. very cute. very funny. and she's older than me by a mth. well, she looks like a cheshire cat. and she has a dog too! ^^

msg her quite often that my mum asks me if that's my gerfren i'm always smsing too. but my mum was happy to know i made a new fren. how few of them i have in all these 17yrs.

but as i;m writing tis entry, claryce isn't feeling veri well. guess her head's reeling. well, she hasn't had much sleep these few days due to PW. she told me she slept in the shower for a few times le. tat's pretty bad. i donno wat i can do for her. haix. i'm useless la.
hope she feels better :)

: : b r e a t h i n g : :

Breathing
Lifehouse. No Name Face (2000)


I'm finding my way back to sanity again
though I don't really know what I'm gonna do when I get there
and take a breath and hold on tight
spin around one more time
and gracefully fall back to the arms of grace

cause I am hanging on every word you say and
even if you don't want to speak tonight
that's alright, alright with me
cause I want nothing more than
to sit outside Heaven's doorand listen to you breathing
is where I wanna be yeah

I'm looking past the shadows in my mind into the truth and I'm
trying to identify the voices in my head
God which one's you
let me feel one more time what it
feels like to feel and
break these calluses off of me
one more time

cause I am hanging on every word you say and
even if you don't wanna speak tonight
that's alright, alright with me
cause I want nothing more than
to sit outside your doorand listen to your breathing
is where I wanna be yeah
where I wanna be

I don't want a thing from you
bet you're tired of me
waiting for the scraps to fall off of your table to the ground
cause I just want to be here now

cause I am hanging on every word you say and
even if you don't wanna speak tonight
that's alright, alright with me
cause I want nothing more than
to sit outside Heaven's door
and listen to your breathing
is where I wanna be yeah

cause I am hanging on every word you say and
even if you don't wanna speak tonight
that's alright, alright with me
cause I want nothing more than
to sit outside Heaven's door
and listen to you breathing
is where I wanna be yeah
where I wanna be
where I wanna be
: : h a n g i n g b y a m o m e n t : :

Hanging By a Moment
Lifehouse. No Name Face (2002)

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hangin by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I knowI'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving in to
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That could change my mind
There is nothing else...

: : f r i e n d s : :

things i want to tell her.
yar.
*Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
*A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.
*Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.
*When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.
*True friendship never ends.
*Friends are forever.
*Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there
*Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.

when can we start being friends that talk? although like i haf to start first lar...duh.

: : s h o r t : :

she emailed me when i was out with my sec sch klassmates yesterdae nite.
she's busy. i seem to be busy.
aren;'t we all?
take a breath and we can all pretend that we are hagridden about going to school.

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