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我用维尼熊壁纸贴满这晦暗空间
戴上墨镜看着这可爱的世界.

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i used colours again. what do you tink?
happy lar.
todae we talked again. started from 11+ p.m.

talk abt a lot of stuff.
can everyday be weekends? can time stand still?
tat way.. we dun really have to go offline at all, do we?

:: short one ::

very odd. i woke up 6.15 in the morning cos there's a maths test later at 7.30. woke up too early(usually, if i haf to be there by 7.30, i'd wake up at 6.45) and the first thing i did was to on the com and send her an email saying, "okae, i'm a little bit crazy to wake up in the mornin but i wanted to wish you good luck for the test later." something like tat in chinese. and then i went back and sleep till 7.

peculiar.

i'm getting a lil sleepy. going to take a nap. maybe write something more later.

:: disappointed ::

todae basketball testimonial match. the boys waited from 5.30 to 7.30. the game went on till 9++. i played just 3 mins. what did i do wrong tis time? what is it with me?
i can't figure it out.
:: cousin, injured ::

on National Day, my cousin, me and liang ping went to petir blk 103 bball court and play. around 5+, two guys came and wan to play with us. we play four on four. during the match, on of the guys, the tall one..he threw the ball at me, hitting me at the back of my head. i din know why. my cousin sae tat guy unhappy with my playstyle, when there is obviously nothing wrong with it. he said he will take care of wat happens inside the paint, and ask me to get outside and shoot instead.
we won the match, and after that, the tall guy sae my cousin diao him. then all the ah beng crap. my cousin try to pacify him but tat guy walked up to him, crap somemore and slapped my cousin darn hard. my cousin specs flew. he picked it up. wear back and walked up to that guy and slapped him back, harder than wat he received. the guy went berserk and threw his fists at my cousin, punching his head and his back. i went up to stop him but another guy stopped me, sae wat, wan to help iszit, you where wan? wan to die iszit? i sae i'm sorry and stuff. our fault okae? the barrage of attacks stopped. my cousin din retaliate. they walked away. i heard both guys were in the army.
liangping was standing there, watching. then the two guys went to the void deck and smoke. they got more ppl with them. the 3 of us then left to get some water from BP plaza. after tat my cousin went to my house and got some rest. i tot everything was okae. till todae.
todae, i saw my cousin during recess. his right eye was blood red. he sae the blood clot there. i asked him to go and see an eye specialist.
then in the evening, he said tat he just seen the doc and my aunt wanted to report to the police. at the moment when i was writing this, he was still at the police post. update you with details soon.

my cousin saved me from getting hurt.
i know you won't hear me saying this..but thanks man.. thanks for saving my skin. i'm sorry tat you got hurt. it should have been me being attacked. let's hope the police can nab those guys and lock them up. period.

:: city of angels ::

just watched city of angels. well..not that i din watch it before..but i'm just touched by it everytime i catch it. like the concept of the movie. like the songs by U2 (If God Will Send His Angels) and Goo Goo Dolls (Iris). like Meg Ryan. though it seems like an old film (1998)...well...i still like it a lot. some quotes from the movie:

*What good would wings be if you couldn't feel the wind on your face?

*Seth (Nicholas Cage):What's that like? What's it taste like? Describe it like Hemingway.
Maggie (Meg Ryan): Well, it tastes like a pear. You don't know what a pear tastes like?
Seth: I don't know what a pear tastes like to you.
Maggie Rice: Sweet, juicy, soft on your tongue, grainy like a sugary sand that dissolves in your mouth. How's that?
Seth: It's perfect.

*Seth: I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it. One.

*Seth: Why do people cry?
Maggie: What do you mean?
Seth: I mean...what happens physically?
Maggie: Well...umm...tear ducts operate on a normal basis to lubricate and protect the eye and when you have an emotion they overreact and create tears.
Seth: Why? Why do they overreact?
Maggie: [pause] I don't know.
Seth: Maybe...maybe emotion becomes so intense your body just can't contain it. Your mind and your feelings become too powerful...and your body weeps.

*Seth: The little girl asked if she could be an angel.
Cassiel: They all want wings.
Seth: I never know what to say.
Cassiel: Tell them the truth. Angels aren't human. We were never human.
Seth: What if I just make her a little pair of wings out of paper?

actually also nothing much to sae. got steamboat with bball team yesterday. play pool afterwards till very late. then ask my pa pa pick me up. ma ma got scold lar cos return almost about 1 p.m. like tat lor.

u2- if God will send His angels

Nobody else here baby
Nobody else here to blame
No one to point the finger
It's just you and me and the rain

Nobody made you do it
No one put words in my mouth
Nobody here taking orders
When love took a train heading south

It's the blind leading the blond
It's the stuff, it's the stuff of country songs

Hey if God will send his angels
And if God will send a sign
And if God will send his angels
Would everything be alright

God has got his phone off the hook, babe
Would he even pick up if he could
It's been a while since we saw that child
Hanging 'round this neighbourhood
You see his mother dealing in a doorway
See Father Christmas with a begging bowl
Jesus sister's eyes are a blister
The High Street never looked so low

It's the blind leading the blond
It's the cops collecting for the cons

If God will send his angels
And if God will send a sign
Well if God will send his angels
Will that make it alright
Where do we go
(Where do we go)

Jesus never let me down
You know Jesus used to show me the score
Then they put Jesus in show business
Now it's hard to get in the door

It's the stuff, it's the stuff of country songs
But I guess it is something to go on
So where is the hope and where is the faith
And the love...what's that you say to me
Does love...light up your Christmas Tree
The next minute you're blowing a fuse
And the cartoon network turns into the news

If God will send his angels
I sure could use them here right now
Well if God would send his angels

And I don't have to know how
(Where do we go)
And I don't need to know why
And I don't want to promise
(Where do we go)
'Cause I don't want to lie
I just want to need you
(Where do we go)
Tonight...

Slowly, some night by your door...
You take my hand by your door...
Slowly, some night by your door...


我听说每个人都有两威守护着他的天使,保佑着看守着他. 多想告诉她,"喂, 知到吗? 你和别人不一样喔..你有三个守护天使..和别人不同喔." 说完便 转个身, 让她看看我背后那双快张出来的翅膀.
:: national day celebrations ::

today's national day celebrations i got help out by giving tokens of appreciation to the old folks and the ppl from MINDS. then when the old folks went down for coffee break, my teacher ask me to call them up. but instead, i ended up taking their orders like coffee, milo lar and teh. eddie koh call me "kopi-kia" aka coffee boy. but never mind lar, it's all in good nature. and ar...my poster din win. two teachers graded my work with high scores...while the deciding judge din. i ended up losing 2.5 pts, not becos of artwork but content. tell me, which IDIOT looks for content in a poster? artwork should be the main factor wat....i'm disappointed. never will i do draw for anyone again...just for her maebe. haix.

but everything's alright when i saw her in the canteen. i tink today her class celebrating ppl's birthday. me+linluan+jonathan were going back to CT...then as i walk up the ramp, she run past me again. is it another coincidence? she kept walking lar, running lar past me. aiya. so wat. i dun even dare to look up. i got draw something for her on thursday, but i gave it to jacinta for safekeeping (dun ask me why)..she never bring lar. so i got nothing to give. i got so many questions to ask.
oh, and i was wrong about her staying in CCK. linluan told me she stays in Jurong West. Talk about far. why can't she live somewhere near me? like bukit panjang rite...sigh~

after tat went back to CT get O lvl cert. things haven change much. saw karen and yuxian. they looked okae to me. i tink. anyway, went to Tiong Bahru Plaza with michelle and jiani. we spent most of the time in the foodcourt doing stupid things. ehz, michelle/jiani, must fa yang guang da those stuff i taught u guys at JJ wor!
they got tution at 4. so our bubblegum gang reunion sort of ended like tat. and yar...liang ping couldn't make it. dunno leh, he stressed or wat...hmm...

if there's someone i'd wan to draw a picture for, it would be you.

:: i'm so disappointed in you, jay ::

todae went and redeem jay's new album with jacinta. oh before that...jacinta was trying kinda HARD to let me understand this: Is the colour of the grass green? Ok, is the colour of the grass green? I swear i really dun understand. earlier in school, me, libei, jacinta and edmund were sitting at the same table and i keep getting conned by edmund with all these testing ur listening stuff. cannort tahan them. anyway, i tink jacinta really "fed up" with me not able to get it. heh heh...but she cannort get angry with me. if not, i dun wait for her le. oh and we saw a phui phui at the music store, i tink somehow she's influenced by my silly joke cos she sae that phui phui must have swallowed a basketball too.

okae. next. onto jay's new album.
i going to review it right now.
i tink frankly speaking, it suxs. i'm not saying this album's music not nice or wat. but it lacks IMPACT. i mean when you listen to ni ting de dao, gui ji, duan le de xuan or even qing tian...the tune sticks in ur head. although it's true that you haf to listen very long till you like jay's songs....it must haf an impact and stick in ur head in the first place. this album's unable to do that.

mostly rock and rap. some even resemble nan quan ma ma. i always haf this hunch that jay keeps recycling his notes. i think it's quite evident in this album if you bought nan quan ma ma's disc like me. really lar.
another factor is his slow songs. they dun haf that same time of impact like an jing, shi jie mo ri, ai qing xuan ya etc. in fact, i tink most sucks. lyrics wise....also kinda sucky. jie lun dunno why keep using ai ai ai lar...i mean last time when he wan to sing love songs also never ai so much. haix.

next is vincent fang. lyrics for a few songs is quite good. really got the ancient china feeling. but then he really screwed up Qi Li Xiang. qi li xiang is written as if it's a poem and i tink if you wan to write it like a poem..you got to do it like dong feng puo. dong feng puo is really a piece of literature if you just look at the lyrics. unfortunately, we aren't able to see this in Qi Li Xiang. you know...for example like Tang poems, ppl back in those days dun sae i love you, wo ai ni or such things. they express it discreetly. in dong feng puo, we know that the song is about missing someone hu's already gone...but we dun hear wo xiang ni, hen xiang ni etc. missing a loved one is being told and felt between those lyrics. and vincent can't do that for Qi Li Xiang. you can hear wat...Qi Li Xiang's "wo de ai yi chu jiu xiang yu shui" lar or "ba yong yuan ai ni xie jin shi de jie wei" etc....haix...doesn't really haf that poem feel back in ancient china. but thumbs up with Jay coming up with Qi Li Xiang's melody. i must comment this is one of the nicest, if not, the best tune in the album.

so what the album lack this time round is IMPACT. with one or two tracks appealing, it's hard to get anyone's notice. die-hard Jay fans will claim that the album is nice; it is, but you need time to appreciate it. and tat's the sad thing. this fifth album resembles the third album, eight dimensions...which i tink is quite lousy, save for a few songs when compared to the second or fourth album. i tink i notice something. his albums are nice when they are even numbered, sucks when they are odd numbered. maybe lar.

JAY! concentrate on your music lar. dun shoot wat movie or wat. your music is getting more and more commercialised! one year one album, and you give all ur fans this type of music to listen to for one whole year till the sixth album? gosh, you better mark up. if not, i tink slowly you will lose your appeal. but till then, you still rock. period.


:: d - _ - b ::

stupid tagboard...can't see the msgs from my frens. -_-. nevermind lar. hafen updated a while. nothing much.

Friday in school till 8+ p.m. doing national day banner but heh heh went to bball courts to talk to mrs low instead. me+jinhong+tuyuan crapping with mrs low abt basketball, abt the steamboat next saturdae and she show me how to off the basketball court lights.

Sunday. Found tat i lack behind a lot of people in the class. cos i din practise mahz. haix. today rained. i still hafen write my essay. there's a lit test on tuesday.

i guess i pretty much know wat's wrong with me. nuanyi.
i heard from ppl that she is happy with whoever she's attached to.
if she's happy, so shall i be happy for her as well.
things i'd never be able to tell her, i'd keep them safely in my heart.
she'd never know but..
hmm. it's just enough to see a shooting star and know that it's never really far.
and it's just enough to watch over her from afar.
she'd never know.
and i'd try all that i can to smile.

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