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戴上墨镜看着这可爱的世界.

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:: broken, lost, cold ::

I'm tired.
burned out.
had enough of chemistry.
i keep failing.
again.
and again.
and again.
again.
i keep failing.
no one can see the pain in me. i shuddered at the thought that i'm totally out here alone. totally. i'm tired of everything. when i close my eyes..i see equations, text, poems, the literature text. it's taxing. i heard a classmate couldn't cope. went to poly le. maebe the pasture is really greener over there. maebe. she's there. no...so wat if she's there..(smiling sadly). i'm still so darn far away. better stop thinking abt this. she never will happen to know wat's wrong with me. i;m tired.

i'm tired of hearing ppl telling me to go on. asking me to edge on. they act as if they know wat i wan. wat i will acheived if i push on. they dun seem to understand i'm doing things tat i dislike. i dun wan to be caught up in tis Singaporean Rat Race. i dun wan. i dun wan. i wan to be myself. i wan to be free from all this...tis baggage. i just wan to write my songs, find time for sketching, play some bball and sit down and haf a cup of coffee. i just wan everything to be simple. i wan myself to be ME. not pretending to be someone else or wat. i wan to be ME.

things aren't as simple as they seem. i believe for one, that simplicity is the best form of lifestyle. if we could just retain the innocence we had back in primary school days. not tainted by EVERYTHING on this world. i just wan everything to be simple. life. love. communication. bonds between ppl. i just wan days where i could sing my songs, wander everywhere barefooted, looking at the skies..the wispy trails of clouds with birds soaring by.

i bought a new guitar...yet the seven songs i wrote..i could onli sing them to myself. i could never sing to her the few i wrote. i just wan to sing my songs...to anyone..and when i finished..grab him/her and cry loudly.

zhe ji tian...hao xiang ku.

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